The Bible says no man has seen God and lived. Yet, it also
says things like, "If my people who are called by my name will humble themselves
and pray and seek my face, then I will hear from heaven and will
heal their land." So what do you think it means to 'seek God's face'?
When I think of seeking God's
face, or looking into his face, I think about how much I want to
see someone's face to see their expressions while they are talking to me,
especially if it is a sensitive subject. I feel like I am really
hearing them and sensing their response to me be it pleasure, rejection,
anger, fear, etc, when I can see their eyes, their mouth, their brow.
Too often what we say with our mouths isn't what we really feel or believe.
Now I know I can't see a physical
face with God, yet, I believe that as I communicate with him and spend
time with him, worship him, read his word, as I get to know him,
and as I bask in his presence, I am 'seeking his face'. This
is how I get to know him and how he feels about me. And maybe that
is even a truer way of 'seeing' since we can also look but not really see
with our eyes. And, as I've learned so well over the last few years,
all I have to do is look at the face of Jesus as he walked among the people
to see the face of the father. In that face is love, compassion,
longing, displeasure at hypocrisy and judgmentalness, acceptance.
And the Bible says that what we see now is but a glimpse, but one day we
will see him 'face to face and know him as he is."
One of my pastors in a sermon
mentioned a study done with babies and their mothers. In the study
they would have the mom sit with her baby and look at her child, talk to
him, respond to him. The baby's eyes would lock on mom and respond
to her with giggles, goo-goo, ga-gas, etc. Then they would have the
mom still holding the child but looking off in the distance and not making
eye contact with her child. The child would keep trying to get the
mom to look. He knew she wasn't really looking at him. Then
after awhile with no success, the baby would grab for a teddy bear or toy,
but still the child would fuss. The babies needed that connection
with their moms in order to feel secure and happy.
He talked about how we have that
built in need for connection with God and when we don't turn to him and
seek his face, we reach for the teddy bear...or the drugs, alcohol, sex,
tv, whatever we think will bring us security, happiness. But it is
never enough and never fulfilling. Just as the baby needs mom, we
need God.
I believe that the way a baby
is loved and cared for, and the way attention is given to him, determines
how the baby will feel about himself as he grows. I find that as
I connect with my heavenly father and 'seek his face' I see love and acceptance
and a delight in being with me, his child, and that in turn gives me the
security I need to feel good about myself. annie
I'd really like to hear other
responses to this question that was revived from my missing Question Corner.
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